Wednesday 3 February 2010

happy + unhappy =????????

Just back from girls' flat for dinner.

Thanks the girls for the 'pan mee', 'fried wanton' and 'sai mei lou(cantonese) or xi mi lu (mandarin)'....nice one.......feel so full and yet sleepy as well....awwww!!!

Again, 6am shift this morning, my mood was ok in the morning, but turned bad after break due to some personal problem. Seriously i have no idea on how to handle all these and i have no 'energy' to think of it. I'm just feel so tired. Can i just be quiet/mute and let everything gone by themselves? let them digested by the time. I'm unable to cope with them at the moment....

My 'surprise' until today never end yet, but the surprise that came to me today is the good one, which absolutely surprised me, really really really super duper surprised me...

Claire, the store manager came to me and told me that i was being chosen as the employee of the month (January), i was shocked and surprised. I had no idea on how to response her and i was still very calm. (After that i realized that maybe i should act like 'Oh really?! it's a very big surprise for me and i have never expect that! Thanks very much!)....In fact, i was not, or perhaps it's because it was so sudden and hence i lost my mind....Anyway at last i said thanks to her.

Maybe emp of the month sounds like very small case, but for me it's a very big motivation. So this is the reason of why i'm happy today on top of unhappy.....