happy + unhappy =????????

Just back from girls' flat for dinner.

Thanks the girls for the 'pan mee', 'fried wanton' and 'sai mei lou(cantonese) or xi mi lu (mandarin)'....nice one.......feel so full and yet sleepy as well....awwww!!!

Again, 6am shift this morning, my mood was ok in the morning, but turned bad after break due to some personal problem. Seriously i have no idea on how to handle all these and i have no 'energy' to think of it. I'm just feel so tired. Can i just be quiet/mute and let everything gone by themselves? let them digested by the time. I'm unable to cope with them at the moment....

My 'surprise' until today never end yet, but the surprise that came to me today is the good one, which absolutely surprised me, really really really super duper surprised me...

Claire, the store manager came to me and told me that i was being chosen as the employee of the month (January), i was shocked and surprised. I had no idea on how to response her and i was still very calm. (After that i realized that maybe i should act like 'Oh really?! it's a very big surprise for me and i have never expect that! Thanks very much!)....In fact, i was not, or perhaps it's because it was so sudden and hence i lost my mind....Anyway at last i said thanks to her.

Maybe emp of the month sounds like very small case, but for me it's a very big motivation. So this is the reason of why i'm happy today on top of unhappy.....

physical & mental tiredness overcame me

being so tired these few days, my time to bed is becoming earlier and earlier, i went to bed before 10 last night, just feel so sleepy man!....

decided to change my shift request today for next week, initially planned to work on mon and tue, now i had decided not to work on these 2 days. I want to have a rest and also have to take terrible long haul flight on wed.....plan to have dim sum on either mon or tues! anyone??????????

seems like everyday sure got 'macam macam' one.....god really saved me today....i don't know why i would count the pound coins in the bag after i asked for the change from shift manager, felt like there was a push for me to do that. And surprisingly! it was short of 4 pound coins in the bag! luckily i found it, otherwise my till will gonna down 4 pounds and sure i will get a 'slip' again!!!

**Haleluyah**

Nagging

Back to chill these few days, even snowing very early this morning, extremely hate such freaking cold weather, just hate it so much..it's a nightmare staying outside under freezing or sub-zero temperature....

2 more days to go before i can have 2 days off 'specially' for classes (feel tiring, just waiting for the time to sleep after back from work, don't even have energy/mood to do the work). The new sem, the final sem starts this week. What i can say is that time really flies, dissertation due in 2 and a half months, but still stuck on where i stopped since submitted the research proposal in mid of dec, never touch it until now!! **guilty**

I have no idea when am i going to start to work on it, don't even have the mood/push right now. sigh!!

I got so much to nag about the work everytime even today but i always forgetful that i can't really remember what i want to say after back from work....of course those that i would like to nag about are all those customers that made me really mad!

The most notable 'piss-off' shit was.......

"Started from couple weeks ago, the condiments bag are all to be given out at booth 4 instead of booth 1 where these bags are given out previously. However, those working at booth 1 still need to 'make' the bag (fill the bag will napkins and then these filled bags will be brought to booth 4 to be given out)...there was a guy asked for the napkins before he left booth 1, i told him that he will get all these over there (booth 4), he still insisted that he wants the napkins by pointing at the bags that piled up at the window, i told him that he will get that over there, then he asked me why i made all these here? SIGH! i want to ask you, why are you so stubborn?! fuck off! "

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My till was down 15 pounds yesterday which made me really shocked! what happened? i wish to know what the hell was going on....it made me very bad mood after that, i don't wish that to happen......and i'm sure i didn't give the wrong change of 15 pounds! i'm not blind or mind-set-off during working ! shit! anyway, i can't do much on that, but i will try to count the money in the till before work and drawer change during break....i can't afford to bear this again......

Today, again i was shocked over 'down 12 pounds' !.....i was like 'OMG' when i heard that, but luckily nothing went wrong after recounted. THANKS GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! relieved straight away!

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Had been eating bread/toast for 3 consecutive days....1st, because i have to clear off my bread, finally finished off by today, 2nd, i have no time to go for grocery yet.....just feel so lazy to go after work....anyway, i should go either tomorrow after work or thurs or fri........

Edinburgh

Out of sudden, my 3 days holiday was over.......

Would be no free days until the day i leave.

Went to Edinburgh on Tueday, this was the 2nd trip that i went for this academic year (the 1st trip was Chester trip which was on 1st Nov 2009)......paid a visit to my 2 old friends who are studying in Heriot Watt University, a great university if compared to University of SALFORD! - has the feeling of 'university life' like what we saw from movie or drama as well as the university hall of residence, the 'canteen', shops etc.....

Again, Edinburgh, the capital of Scotland had impressed me as well, it's an old classical and beautiful city with not much modern buildings (can see from the pictures below), although i personally love modern buildings more...hiak hiak.....

I got nth much to say, pictures say everything....XDXD

where got such a nice place to view the whole city of manchester?

- Most ptobably Hilton hotel..XD